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    August 28

    say something for nothing

        weekend seems so beautiful.just corrupted with qj , zy and qqq.a little dizzy,maybe a little drunk.after a smoke,feel better.
        this time is the moment i can express my heart.with the moonlight on the sky,i am lost in a reverie.
        before i was to sutdying all day long,but so lazy that it  couldnt come true,only an afternoon i spent on studying.a little guilty.originally i was going to read some about excel,it is a pity that when i open my qq,a net friend of mine say hello to me actively,so i began to chat with her.if you are familiar with me,you would know i am a person like chatting ,so i cant keep myself to chat,moreover a pp girl she is .so... a whole night just passed.god forgive me!
        sigh!! just me , a sad memory couldnt call me back from the imaginary world ,i still like to chat with strange,especially pretty girl.god bless me!
        ok let's all for today.
        with a blue moon i fall into sleep...
    August 27

    just chatted with x

       "fly me to the moon"  is singing around me that reminds me of the time before ,though i have sweared to forget that made me blue. 
       i dont know why i have such a strange feeling anytime when  i chat with her even someone metions her and sometimes i cant keep myselsh to flush.
       i remember when a friend told me that she just saw x walking with her bf on the street,a unnamed feeling occur to me ,i almost cant control myself to run away,i was just in a daze without saying anything.
       the  life of freshmen  was always unforgetful and cherished.but it has been away as time goes by.yeah,i know why.cause i dont wanna think of the things so wonderful that time.everytime when i think of it ,i am tearing in my heart myself.
      i try many times to forget these things ,but i got failure .now i still remember she said :you are me lord,yeah i still remember...
      hope ,just hope ...,she never belongs to me now or never? i am not sure.
      why i leave such a "boring" and "glooming" message.for nothing ,just encourage myself to working hard more and more.hope still exists ,wait and expect...